this week has felt like the busiest week in a long time. i'm not really doing much but everything just feels overwhelming!! for instance i was watching tv the other day about a girl who graduates from high school and moves to new york and has to say goodbye to all her friends and how sad everyone was...and it made me realize that that's going to be me in a matter of months. it's all so fun and exciting but it makes me sad to think about.

i don't want to grow up...can't i just stay 17 forever?