the indecision comes to an end

after much deliberation, thought, and prayer, i have come to the decision that BYU is not the place for me at this moment in my life. upon trying to figure out what the heck i was gonna do next, i stumbled upon the BYU independent study website and felt comfort; the kind of comfort i've been so desperately seeking and praying for since i've been here. I plan on working lots and doing online class this semester, earning 10 credits and going to NC State in the spring, then taking two more online classes during the summer so i'll have enough credits to be considered a sophomore next fall. I haven't failed and I'm not quitting, i made a choice and now i'm realizing the errors of my choice and have to deal with the consequences. my parents and everyone have been very supportive and i'm very appreciative. The most important thing right now is my happiness. Life's too short to be spent unhappy so I'm taking the proper actions to make myself happy. i don't regret this choice and look forward to what this new future has in store. i know it won't be easy but i'll have the love and support of those around me and know i'll be able to do this. education is important but so is being happy so thus begins my quest for obtaining happiness while receiving an education...wish me luck.